Hi my dear blog family, I know it's been a while. It's a bit strange but lately I have been having writers block! I don't know that it's actually fair to call it 'writer's block' as I am not really a writer, but how about 'bloggers block', that's more suitable. For some reason, my mind just freezes when I start to think about a post to blog about. I was doing it on the blog I author on (I should say am supposed to author on, I have done a grand total of 2 posts on it to date!), I just froze, couldn't think of anything I had worth writing about. Now, I know that is just silly because I used to have, at any one time, at least 15 things I could talk about for just one post. Anyway, perhaps it is temporary, I truly hope so, but in the meantime you may have to put up with some rather mundane posts from me, I am sorry but I can't just stop posting, can I? No, I would miss everyone too much so I will just keep posting until I come out the other side of this block.
Well, for now I have another scrapbook page to share with you. The title is 'Joyous' because it was a day of laughter and fun. My sister (the one that does talk to me) brought my nephews up to visit us and Jack and his cousin Tommy were just so entertaining and so very funny to both Liz (my sister) and I, I think it shows through in the photo's. I just had to do a layout about that day because it was such a happy memory. I hope you like it. Also, it was so lovely for me to be able to do a page that was a bit more feminine (sort of) because I so often only get to scrap boys pages! I really enjoyed doing this one, I love the blue in it and the sparkly pink title, I don't know if it shows but there is a tiny transparent butterfly on the title with a few teensy little flowers on it's wings. So sweet! Anyhow, here it is, hope you like...
Now in other news, this is so weird, but you know how I asked your opinion on whether or not to send my sister (the one that doesn't talk to me) the email or not? Well, I read every comment and saw that you were all very much in agreement and I decided I would send it after all. Well, off I went to retrieve it from my drafts section of my email program, I couldn't find it, it wasn't there, so I thought, 'oh well, I'll check my outbox it's sure to be in there', nope not there either, starting to worry now but not too much as I figured, 'well if I did accidentally send it it doesn't matter because I had decided to anyway.' Not in my sent box either, I cannot find it anywhere, it's gone missing. I know I didn't delete it, I distinctly remember typing it and then saying to myself, keep this for later and think about it before you do anything rash. I know I would have put it in drafts or it would have gone in my outbox. The only other thing I can think of is that I accidentally sent it but then why isn't it in my sentbox??? So strange. It has made me wonder whether that is a very strong sign that I should NOT send her the email. What do you all think about that? I wish I could play that spooky, mysterious music right about now. You probably can do that on blogs these days, but I certainly don't know how to!?!
Okay my friends, love to know what you think about that one. Also, I was thinking, as I'm so stuck for ideas on what to blog about, I thought I'd ask you, my blog family, whether there's anything you'd like me to blog about, my thoughts on a topic, anything about my cancer, anything at all actually, don't be shy, I am more than happy to answer questions or give my opinions for what they are worth, so if you have any ideas, please let me know and maybe that will break my blogger drought. Take care my sweethearts, love to you all Jen B xxxx