My dear dear readers and friends, I do not have the capacity to express how awe struck I am by your responses to my sad news and to my question, "What Would You Do...". I am so touched by the number of you that have gone out of your way, your comfort zones, your very busy schedules to stop and take the time to think this through and then write about it. I am so impressed with your courage in being open to do this, Meg, as you were the one I originally asked to do this I thank you so very much, you are so courageous and intuitive and a girl with such integrity that I wanted to know what you would do because I knew it would be things that I would be so inspired by and of course, I am. I have also felt comforted knowing that people are out there really thinking about what it would be like to have their last 12 months (roughly) right along with me, I have felt a part of something instead of feeling so lonely thinking about what it's going to be like.
Thank you dear Jen Lemen, Bella, Jena Strong, Gail
Karen for the beautiful and caring posts on your blogs, I am touched by all your kindness and support.
To everyone else that has had the absolute kindness and beauty of spirit to come and write something to me in my time of need and sadness, I thank you from my heart and soul. I don't know if you can imagine how supported I feel by these amazing comments from so many of you. I have smiled and felt warmth and love at a time when I desperately need to feel those things, they are healing so you have helped me immensely with your words. I will write a post very soon and update things for you and let you know where I am at in the midst of all of this and how I am traveling along this difficult path. Right now I am just going within mostly, reading all of the lovely inspiring comments and just enjoying my son, although I only have to look at him sometimes and my eyes fill with tears, oh such bitter sweet moments. Also I will share my answer to the question of how I will live for the next 12 months if I am lucky enough to have 12 months. Take Care dear ones and I truly, truly thank you so very much, you are all much appreciated. Love Jen B. xxx
I also felt like sharing some photos of my dear Jack, just because he is my son and I love him so very very much. Thank you for indulging me.