Wednesday, 30 January 2008

It's Back...

The cancer is back. I am so sad, it is the very first time in 5 years that I have left the Oncology rooms in tears. It is back in the original site only this time I am so damaged that it is going to be very difficult to treat effectively. I am just trying to breathe, Jack is at school - I keep picturing him laughing and playing so innocently in the sunshine today not knowing the awful pain that is ahead of him, this is what is hurting the most.

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  1. Oh sweet Jenni-
    I am here with you.
    I am sending love
    xo
    meg

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  2. Jen - I don't know what to say, except that you are in my thoughts, which is to say you are in my prayers.

    Love to you,

    xo Jena

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  3. You are in my prayers too.
    Love.
    Bete

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  4. Thank you so much my dear friends. It means a lot.

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  5. I am so sorry.
    there are no words to make any of this better.
    my heart breaks for you and with you.
    I am so, so sorry.

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  6. i am crying as i read this. i can't imagine this journey, and i am so v. I believe we are all reunited one day, that this life is a blip.
    and when we wake up, we'll be like, were we really here? He'll see you again. i'm sorry if that notion offends you in any way, i don't mean it to. that is what i believe. that i'll see my mom, and all my loved ones again real soon.
    i am hurting to hear of your pain.

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  7. that first line was to read, i am so very sorry.

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